10 Weeks Out!

So I'm 10 weeks out from my first bikini competition. I've been working with a trainer which I think has really helped. I do have days where I am tired and don't feel like going to the gym but I just think about stepping onstage and get my butt to the gym. I really don't want to be the girl on stage that you can tell shouldn't be there (I know you've see that girl also). I got weighed in this week and I was down another 8 lbs. of fat and up 1 lb. of muscle. My weight is at 123 right now. When I started this I was at 144 lbs. so I can definately tell a difference, but know I still have a long way to go. I worked out with my trainer today doing legs and let me say that it does make a difference. I feel like I push myself hard, he pushes me to the point of failure then beyond. I could almost feel the tears during my leg press. Hopefully, I can maintain this progress and get to where I need to be in the next few weeks. I'm not against pushing my competition back but I want to see what I can do with my body and how hard I can push this. My trainer agrees that i can get where I need to be in time but my diet has to be perfect until then. Wish me luck!